Stephanie’s blog, part 8: Fifty pounds lost and counting. But maybe counting backward.
By Stephanie Category: Refreshing Stories , Weight
Stephanie was one of our winners in the Refresh You $5,000 Makeover for You and a Friend Contest. After starting the Very Low Calorie Diet Program and making it through the transition phases, she’s done very well. In fact, we changed her photo because the original one just doesn’t cut it anymore. Now she’s back to real food and ready to report more progress. Stephanie’s blog is 99.9% unedited. You’ll read it all, as it really is — the triumphs, the setbacks and the results. To read all of Stephanie’s blog entries, just use the word “Stephanie” in the search box in the upper right.
So it’s been a while since I wrote a post. Life certainly has a way of taking over and things have been a bit out of control for me. Work has been busy, I’m taking two classes right now, and let’s just throw a few holidays in for good measure. But that’s just real life.
At least part of the appeal of the weight management program was that it removed me from real life for a while. And while we all hope we can gain the skills to continue the journey in our every day world, we don’t actually know until we get there.
When I left you last, I was looking forward to starting back on real food. And when I did, it was just as great as I had hoped.
It wasn’t overwhelming, and it was very freeing to be making my own food choices again. I had lots of fun finding new ways to cook veggies and slowly, but surely, I added in other food groups.
Then, after three and a half weeks on real food, I had my first real test–a meeting and weigh-in with Toni the Nutritionist. And again, it was great. I hit 51.3 pounds lost! I have lost weight before, but I have never hit 50 pounds. I was proud of what I had done and determined to keep working towards my goals.
And then it happened. The first big derailment.
I’m not talking about a few extra calories. I’m talking about nearly two weeks of veering off the plan. It started the weekend before Thanksgiving with a night out with friends. You know, dinner and drinks. And while it should have ended there, it continued the next day. And the next. And then I thought, “Well, as soon as Thanksgiving is over, I’ll get back on my eating plan and start exercising again.”
It is truly terrifying how quickly old thought patterns can creep back into your life. And so here I am. The Sunday after Thanksgiving, promising myself that tomorrow is a new day and the perfect day to get back on track.
I know mistakes and bad decisions will happen. After all, being healthy will be something I need to work on every day for the rest of my life. The real test is how I handle these mistakes. Will I let myself spiral out of control until I’ve gained back that 50 pounds and then some? Or will I forgive myself, stay with it, and permanently change my life? (And hopefully next time, not wait two weeks to get back on track!)
Stay tuned to find out.
Oh and one more thing…I haven’t weighed myself since I met with Toni, and I don’t think I’m going to for a while. I meet with her again in two weeks, hopefully enough time to undo any damage I did. I need to keep pushing and continue to lose weight, but if I can maintain over the holidays, I will be in good shape. Wish me luck!













